My baby has her HEART!!!!

In my life in this journey I have worked with a lot of youth, but this one of one that I was so close. I remember when I first meet Cornisha. Then one day she asked me for some money and I told her AI would give her a job and we grew closer, she brought up her grades and really turned her life around.

She has been in Emory Hospital since December, and today she got a NEW HEART!!!!

Why am I in the Acting Business....WHY

I wish I knew why I am in the business, it is the most stressful job. You wonder what your next job is going to be. You have so many people who want to take advantage of you. I really....I want to say get a 9 to5 job, but i know I will be bored and soon as something else comes around I would quit.

I had an audition today!!

Well, I have not been on an audition in Lonnnnnnnnnnnnng time and when I tell you. I was so out of the loop I was mad at myself. I cannot come up with excuses, because as an actor you should b ready. Well, I thought I was ready, but I was not. The person doing the audition on tape made me uncomfortable. I felt like I was in Los Angles where they really do not care. I have been so spoiled being with Tyler. Now get this, I was put on stage in front of thousands of people, and I had never seen the show or the script and I did a great job. However, when I get a script a day in advance and can not nail it.

Well, when I left I got in my car and cried. I even wanted to just give up on this thing call Acting. It is just to stressful. I even question my skill to even do this thing. Should I get a regular job.... or what. I went to Starbucks and got a Carmel Frappuccio and it was my little bit of heaven. I might go get another one :)

I have about two more months of savings, before I have to get a job. I have decided to put all that I have into this for the next two months and we will see what happens.

God you said, "that you would do abundantly above all I can ask or think"....BRING IT ON!!!!

Dealing with Fear or walk in Faith

Well, today I was watching Oprah and of course she touched my core.  The topic was "The Secret Behind the Secret".  I have read the secret and watched the movie and was very moved by it.  However, yesterday they brought up the dream board, and I went out and bought me one.  Then I started to think about how can I help students do the same.  So I went to Home Depot to find cork board, well they did not have it.  We found another type of board to work and I was shaking and wonder what am I do, spending money I do not have, for something that might not even work.  I took a moment to say that I do believe, but help my unbelief.

I am going to work on a outline to go back in the school and give each student a dream board to decorate and start dreaming for there future.  How am I going to do it....I don't know...but I have faith that it can be done.

Right now I want to cry, but I am going to hang on and see what the ends gonna be.

WOW!!! I am starting a blog

Well, today is February 3, 2008.  I have had a lot of request to start a blog so here goes.  Please note that I am not the best with grammar.  I write like I speak.  So take my words from the heart.   :) 

Over the next few days I will catch you up on some things and I will try to keep you up on what is going on.  I have started to do Motivational Speaking.  I went to church last month and knew it was time for me to put up or shut up.  I have gotten tired of seeing our children and people murdered for no reason, our drop out rate is so high in GA,  teen pregnacy and the list goes on.  I have chosen not to sit around and just complain, but to put my best foot forward to MAKE change in my community.  

"IF IT IS TO BE...THEN IT IS UP TO ME"