Have you ever thought about dating outside your race?

Well, I never did until I joined a dating service and I told them that I was open however I wanted my first match to be a black man. Well low and behold my first was a white man. I remember opening up the email and it felt like a ton of bricks fall on my head. I then begin to think he will never call and that will get me out of this.....well he did call and we were on the phone for about 2 hours. I remember sitting in my drive way in the car and I did not move. We ended up talking on the phone for two weeks. The one thing I was not going to do was to ask him out. He asked me to meet him for drinks an when I walked in the door he was dressed up (so was I) and he was handsome. I was like yes! However I was nervous, I also knew that he had ask me for drinks which meant that if the conversation did not go well then we would just call it a day. So he ask me to have dinner and it was great. It has been around 2 months and when I tell you that it has been the best two month of my life in dating.

This pass weekend we went Paintballing with my sister and we had a ball. I wonder where this is going to go. I think I am going to put a posting on FaceBook to see what responses I get.

Chantell D. Christopher Acting Ensemble

HAVE I LOST MY MIND!!!!! First of all I have leased a space in a building that I wanted a few months ago, I have not worked since November of 2007. All I know is that I refuse to be a one hit wonder. I am honored to have been a part of Tyler Perry Productions for over 12 years. I even feel like he might have felt. No know exactly what to do but knowing in your heart that this is what you are suppose to be doing.

Well the first class was 5 students, but the thing that amazed me was that the students really improved. I was not sure how to teach what was in my heart but I always knew that if I gave my best the the best would come out. Well, these students did the work and they improved 360....I MEAN ALL OF THEM. When a student comes to the class it is important that they sing and do a monologue. Well when Ms. Ashley came to class she said she could not sing and for her first audition she sungHAPPY BIRTHDAY well the last day she sung TOMORROW. Wow, I'm getting teary eyed just to think that she took the challenge to step outside of her box. After looking back over the video tapes all the students took on the challenge to be better and it pushes me to do more and work harder to give them everything that I have.

I do not know what will become of this company, but i am crazy enough to believe that GOD IS ABLE TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE. I NEED TO SEE SOME MOUNTAINS MOVED!!!

I'm not feeling it today!!!

I am overwhelmed with this book. The more I do it seems like the more I need to do. I realized that people have a lot of talk and no action. They use words to confuse you and it is another way they are lying. I'm trying to keep pushing but this self publishing is a new thing and is driving me crazy. Then I have been sick at home for the past 3 days, but I am feeling better, but I want a break from life. I am auditioning for Passion and Poetry on Saturday. This is a show for Joyce Latell an is sold out each year and I am speaking about my book at a brunch. Most people would think it is easy for me but it take everything I have to give my best and after I have given, there is no one to pour back in me. Yes, I feeling like I wish I had a life partner like Barack and Michelle, they give me so much power when I think about them an keep my hopes alive. Today is her birthday and I wish her the best!!! Please keep praying with me, I want to give up but if I do there really is nothing else to do, so lets see what happens!

THE AUDACITY OF HOPE!